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Eighteen EighteenEighteen by ~nyaau
too young to be bitter
too bitter to be young
I'm sucking on a cigarette
or I'm floating on a song
Eighteen
child soul in adult body
no fun
nothing to offer anyone
Eighteen
"you should know better"
Eighteen
"you can't help it! you don't know better"
Eighteen
floating on a song or sucking on a cigarette
too young to be bitter
but it's so bitter to be young
'cause Alice Cooper got it wrong
the death of decay death and decaythe death of decay by ~nyaau
at the end of my cigarette holdeR
sweet seedy promises
buried under old women's flower beds
bloated headless hot
mouse bodies decorate the pavement
thanks to my favorite bulimic housecat
everyone's allergic
choking on life's golden dust
weeds popping up
out of the fluorescent green floor
where black birds dance
and mock the the fight of the seedlings
in the shit
and against this gorgeous ghastly scene
out of my licorice sucking mouth slips
a new song
of dreams and naive excitement
to replace the bitter mutterings
of heartache
and death and decay
its the death of decay
american soul he's an all american boyamerican soul by ~nyaau
gone gray
coming up from kansas
sweet southern voice
clueless
don't know why
an artist paints the darkness
why a poet writes out his madness
likes wyeth and not much else
looks in the mirror
sees what others see
he's
too afraid
to plunge into their depths
discover just how deep they go
look inside
sit in his soul
look out of his skull's windows
as just that
his melancholy has no meaning
he didn't delve deep
and now
he's rendered himself replaceable
and in his half way to nothing constant mood
there's no true bliss
only work and image
gains and losses
he's a virgin in life
dumb like
Sta.sh
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